Sunday, December 18, 2005

WHAT AM I
We meet many people in life some leaves mark in life which we can not forget in life time . There are many people who gave us so much of love which was precious than diamond.

Did we ever think anytime that can we borrow or buy from somewhere the unconditional love and caring that we got from people?

We forget many a times how caring and loving our parents were when we have bitter things , we always think people do mistakes no one is perfect all such did we ever think why can’t we do something for them in return . They have always given us they never expected anything from us .Likewise friends have also done so much .I always given more importance to both in life after GOD family and after them my friends who never ever expected anything from me .

I have very few friends who are no comparison to anyone they are like my own we were not born together but we met in life it is my accident for me but i always felt it is God’s will that i had to meet these people . No one is perfect in all the ways we learn from our mistakes. Time is the best teacher we might not speak to all properly some people just love you seeing some quality in you we might not have done anything for them but still they love you for what ever little you have done .

If i see behind i have more hatredness for many people but till today they love me. There was a person who just cried for me there are many people who miss me today I am really thankful to GOD for giving me such wonderful people . This is too late to repent for what ever had happens that’s history for me but not for them. I have even stopped speaking to them for my own reasons but still they love me. I analyze myself why I am like this what ego problems I have why I am not good to all. I tell myself all the time that I am bad but i never took initiative to change or correct what is wrong with in me which is making me stand in such position today. I pray for them that’s all I might not see them anymore in life but wants them to be happy all the time. I will get punishment from GOD for all these .......Pray for me

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