A GOOD SUPPORTER....

One fine day that is on 7th of Jan 2006 met a person who was very serious kinds and came to know that he is from a land full of water problem any guess . Hay he is from Tamilnadu . He studied his engineering appeared his the post graduation exams his semester results are expected soon lets pray so that he meets his fixed target 70% and above.

He is very matured personality , loves blue colour to tell about him one blog is not enough he is one who used to support me a lot , I used to ask him to come online and voice chat with me he never said no to me infact he tried to adjust his time. He has not asked anything from me except that he wants me to choose a pucca veggie bramhin girl for him ha ha ha ha ha funny na I am a pure non-vegetarian. He loves two Hindi songs those are Kajrare from Bunty Aur Bubly and one more jhalak dhiklajaa from Aksar. Imagine a Tamil guy who is forcefully learning Hindi now enjoys Hindi songs this is for your information.To my surprise today he spoke in telugu too wow.

He is so nice I can not tell u, gave me so cute cute names gundus , lollu and what not we talk in Tamil , I can manage and he understands my language. He is one person in my life who sent a message when I was in a dire need of a person he sent one evening can I fly in the next flight to see you in Dhaka that was so nice I can not tell u how comforting it was wow so nice of him. One great thing is where ever he was in these 6 months he never lost touch with me through some means he was updating me about his wareabouts . I want him to get married soon to an understanding girl.

He is one of my best friend who has supported when I was falling back and when I was really going zig zig in graphs , as on today I must have hurt him so many times but to tell u the truth he never even tried hurting me . He is such a wonderful friend of mine. He asked me one day to give my recipe of sambar hope he tried that recipe some time he he he he he he ... I hope one day I can meet him soon.

GOD my only prayer to you for my friends where ever they are keep them safe and away from all the troubles and help them teach them what to do and how to go about with the problems they have present(if any). I surrender them to you o lord take care of them keep them happy all the time supply everything they need.. Keep them smiling all the time...

RELATIONSHIPS ....

This blog is for u all who supported me in many ways , days have come very near .We never know we must have met so many people . We must have developed so many kids of relationships and some amount of understanding , but we need to leave everything no one comes with us till end except our loving lord...

When i look back my life in gist I have not done anything I feel I have done mistakes but many have taught me so many things one friend of mine keeps reminding me that I need to learn from my mistakes . We need to first understand and try to have control to accept the mistake and learning part is for longer run where in we need to put full stop to the mistake by learning and by not repeating the same .

Many have come in to my life in many forms many have told me many things but when I sit back and think what have I learnt from them and what did i make them learn from me ? I have no answer guys be stable don’t go imbalanced . We have lots of worries , be stable when u take a decision because that decision might just change your life in many ways . Sit cool and think and try to get solution for yourself instead of searching here and there because people have got lots of opinions on the same incidence as you alone know the pain you are going through.

I know we all have a great strength in our lives lets take help from him he is just at your door knocking, just seek him he will rule and he will solve all our problems . He is our Almighty.

Do not give anyone so much of importance more than you in run you will feel bad and time must have just gone back . You see everything for momentary but in long run only our family will be there . Think they have got lots of trust on each one of us they think about us so much they love us so much . Lets see life in a different view lets do something different so that we will make things better if not best ...

The first fruit which i did not like ??????

The fruit i had after coming here many i have tasted after going to new places as usual but this fruit i did not like and one my friend last night was talking about his fruit he likes it so much , i saw here also people go mad for that fruit it is so called costly fruit in this land itseems , but we get plenty here .....

Fruits are good and i love fruits a lot except papaya which has got high values but i donot like that what to do? hay fruits are healthy eat well and stay healthy all of you ...

HERE IS SOME INFORMATION ABOUT THE FRUIT SEE ....

Origin: The lychee is native to low elevations of the provinces of Kwangtung and Fukien in Southern China. Cultivation spread over the years through neighboring areas of southeastern Asia and offshore islands. It reached Hawaii in 1873, and Florida in 1883, and was conveyed from Florida to California in 1897

Adaptation: Lychees require seasonal temperature variations for best flowering and fruiting, Warm, humid summers are best for flowering and fruit development, and a certain amount of winter chilling is necessary for flower bud development. Most varieties need between 100 and 200 hours of standard chilling (32° - 45° F). Cool winters with low rainfall are ideal for lychees. The trees become more hardy as they age. Mature trees have survived temperatures as low as 25° F when fully hardened off. Young trees may be killed by a light frost. Lychees can be successfully grown in frost-free coastal areas of California. There are trees in San Diego, California that are over 90 years old with no sign of decline in sight. It first fruited in Santa Barbara in 1914. They can be grown for a short period in a large container.

HOW IMBALANCED ONE CAN GO....

At times life just goes up and down as though it is so hard to live up to that. Mind says something heart says something else, life is not so simple as we live, daily we face many incidences some makes us feel good some makes us feel why are we living which are really bad at times .

Satan always makes u feel frustrated when we have everything also we want more and more which even that person can not experience and feel what exactly they want . GOD be there at my side when I fall and loose my self confidence. GOD why at all something happens to me? You want to make me strong but GOD I am loosing strength in many ways why father be there for me. I want you to rule me I want u to take in charge of things so that I can be balanced .

I am in pain lord I seek u with my whole heart come in to my life lord . This is the time u need to do everything for me , u be at my side and guide me what to do. I can not tell anything more than this lord be there for me father ....

U know everything Oh my father take things under your control so that i will be at peace I need u lord I am in dire need of u .. understand me ...

Necessity is the mother of invention

Last night as usual no electricuty courtesy Bangladesh Government and my house owner rest all flats give generator support excpt this conjuse ..

It was 10:00PM Dhaka time then i still tried sleeping some how the sweet little mosquitoes were trying to wake me up with their kisses , then got up at 12:16AM still no power and all my friends are with me (sweet little mosquitoes) my blacony door is open nice breeze was coming in but my friends wanted my company i guess . Then the next phase i felt hungry . Suprising !!!

I was hungry i thought i will just drink water and sleep but i suddenly realised there is pomegranate in the fridge there is no light but i some how manged taking a plate and fruit and knife to my room . Then sat in my small balcony and had fruit u know i ate it so well after that the power came it was so clean then i realised that dhaka is teaching me how to eat properly with out light .. ha ha ha ha ha ha

The reality is need i was hungry so that made me eat it well and neat .. thats life hunger make things which are impossible possible ....

THE NEW GENERATION : THIS IS A MAIL I GOT TODAY ...................

Hay here it should be friends instead of wife and hubby .. We friend compromise, I admit iam wrong and she agrees with me

UNDERSTANDING MAKES THINGS POSSIBLE

In relationships we need some one who is more matured to act and confess at one or another point. A Tamil movie spoke a lot about how stupid a female acts when she was emotionally dependent on some one. In any relationship we need a greater responsibility.

Ego what is this all about why do we think that I am something great. We were all made by mud and Almighty flew life line that’s O2 in to us, we are useless we come with out anything and go also in the same way. But when we see back we have done nothing in our lives we might have not even thought many a times about our loved one’s but at times our ego and prestige speaks more than anything.

I was listening to a song in Telugu it says your friendship I have lost and so on and so forth, why not we look at any aspect with some percentage of positive view. When some one breaks up in relationships they go and end up in depressions and stuff why is it so we have life still with out that person also. We might just need a control at that time but nothing more than that; we need to tell ourselves that life is not end there. GOD knows our needs more than anyone he will give everything at right time lets wait more...

I keep telling few friends who cried telling their personal things that one day the person might come back do not loose hopes on yourselves live life bold. I also agree that it is not so easy to do things rather to say. No one can understand at times in which phase we are and how bad is our condition but remember we are always under the vigilance of Almighty who is seeing every minute of ours and he will come to our rescue all the time.

Let us give our lives to him and let him rule us so that we never need to face any difficulties instead of trying out things.. GOD here is your daughter / sons accept them and be with them and guide them in life … Give them your wisdom to understand things in better way …..We praise and give you all the glory for being with us all through till this minute.

Some times it becomes so hard to realize that u are all alone. I make this point very clear many a times in my stay here to my family and friends . I used to think one can lead happy life all alone. I used to make my statements also that why should I slog for a person and his family after marriage.

Now I know the importance of marriage it is simply impossible to think that u need to lead life alone all alone. I have discussed this issue with so many people, but GOD made me realize that I need a person in my life. I too want to be in a company of a man in my entire life. It is so nice to feel some one is there besides me.

I was going mad here in this land standing alone, I act like stupid many a times I have a friend I used to trouble that person so much, he is so nice, he understood my need but he never avoided me seeing my stupidity, I can not thank him in anyways, as there is no way I can give him back. I can only tell u all that when we experience things then only we know but people are matured enough they have their own job to do other things than just listening to our stuff . I was really amazed seeing him the way he understood me and my each step why am I doing so.

Normally guys think a lot when specially girl says something they see either they are being used or something but I just thank GOD for giving me such a wonderful friend who could understand me so well. Friends are more lovely believe me they were the support for me , if I stayed here for these many days it is only because of friends and college seniors but not because of anything and GOD 's will was there in first place ...

I love u all for what ever little contribution u had for making me happy and making me feel that I am in companionship but I am not alone............. Do continue to pray for me

GREAT WEEK END...

Love to share with you all the week end enjoyment I had , even though i delayed posting this . Never it is late to tell that I had fun in dhaka . On Thursday night had a great time in chaitra's house, had tamato bath hmmmmm yummy it was hot hot tamato bath was really tasty. Watched telugu movie too then standing outside in the balcony with the nice breeze touching me was all the more precious . The morning morning tring tring first my colleagues mobile alarm rang then mine i take 15 -20 min to get up from the time it rings ...

Then surprising when i woke up still two ladies on bed , we were three girls in her house including she we three are colleagues too . She got up after 10 min then went in to kitchen had prepared softer idle and spicy sambar and chutney. Even though I did not had it was great to see things on dinning table , I and to rush to ATM as there was no pie left with me , they both came after finishing their one more great break fast . I came home by the time I came they also managed reaching my home. we all walked to the cricket ground to my surprise match was not yet started as usual scheduled time was 9:00AM Dhaka time by the time it stared it was 10:00AM.

Cricket match this is something which gave a hope that I can really enjoy life standing on green grace too till 2:00PM was real fun in capturing every moment. Was all fun I was exhausted but was worth watching all start bats man and my people while fielding so bad Mr.Robert missed three catched beautiful once as he was exited before it came to him he missed it . Mr. Mahaboob (secretary to my Director operations) did really well had caught two balls so well . My boss there are no words to explain how he started as the starting bats man we gave him a different name Dr.Dhoni , he enjoyed it well we all had fun even thought we lost the toss we won the match against ISD (international school of dhaka ) people . Their score was 145/all out . Ours was 195/9 was too good.. Then came home saw irritating kitchen as my new roomies totally messed up the kitchen.

I was serious then one lady came and she cleaned all the utensils, then I cooked something ate by the time i wanted to sleep it was 7:00PM no electricity Shatrujeet had invited us for dinner . He is very caring sent us vehicle and went there watched RANG DE BASANTI movie worth watching it then Namratha prepared all possible dishes wow yummy again should be blessed to have such dinner . we all had good time in having dinner together chicken curry was good then had to come back but by the time I came it was 12:00AM then had to prepare idle for Shatrujeet so that preparation went on till 1:30AM went to sleep was so tired . But had fun.

Thanks to each and everyone who made this possible for me...