NO LIMIT FOR NEEDS ...................AND DESIRES.... ASPIRATIONS ARE MORE

When you're down to nothing, God is up to something

She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?"

The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university."

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom."

She went on, "My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could." Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there.

She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.

She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep. It was around midnight when Sally awoke.

Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said :"Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say "I Love You". I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place.

Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD ! And guess what, Mom ? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom ? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him ?'

"God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children. Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool ? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great. Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery ! How about that ?

Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.

MY WOES

I always think well about me. There are very few I can say who do their self assessment properly. When I was told by a person that I am worthless and I am dam bad , I cried on that night, later when I started thinking about it and analyzing the same I some where realized that I was wrong to a major extent so only such a good person also want to run away from me .

When I think after any such incidence I will definitely get an answer for that. Probably I was wrong in many ways but one thing, Life taught me many lesions. I had made many friends once but today I do not want to trust anyone for any reason. I was one who always used to trust people fast. Today I do not want to be the same. One thing I have learnt is having self confidence in me. Even in the midst of trouble I don’t want to loose that once I loose , that’s the dead end there is no way for me .

Harshness is one more thing which no one can take, Being harsh to people will take anyone miles away from the other person. The time we live is very short let’s live cool why do we need to fight or disturb some one who is not interested in us. Harshness, being rude it is one and the same we can never get a person by being so.

Third thing asking too many questions, Obvious we never want to face questions. Especially in circumstances where we our self are in wrong foot. One should understand all these. One more thing knowing a little psychology of a person is very important in building relationships.

Too much of analysis is bad let’s get on with our routine let’s not analyze anyone let’s do self assessment which might help us to groom our future…

How i wish i can be the as clean as the paper above . But there is something written , you need to click that to see what did i write there he he he he ..

THOUGHTS

Thoughts are something which gives an immense burden to the individual and they lead the whole thing. Mind does everything let us not get into scientific things of it. Generally there are few who think a lot about small instances too, it is harmful many a times by thinking so much we loose the trust and confidence which again may lead to an dead end.

My friend always used to tell me tera brain ek din udjayega . I think a lot. A small thing for me is a big issue. The person next to me it might sound very silly but for me everything is big and one more bad thing is doing kichidi I mix everything and that makes me feel I am over burdened on this earth. Do not feel like working also how i feel if I get leave and go home and sleep ohhhhh… Noooooooo it is not possible now another 4 hours in this office yes 4 more hours the day ends in office. How craze am I .

I have nothing to say now I only ask GOD to change me and ask him to control my thinking process ........