Decision Vs Uncertainty

When I am alone in making any decision about my life. When i test myself with my risk taking capabilities. Do I really have that ability? I am unsure about everything. I have a lot of fear about the unknown, unseen. Can I really trust anyone can I take this step. Many more questions in my mind. At times I have had sleepless nights with these thoughts. I am still surviving with all these questions in mind.
I believe strong in a super natural power whom I name as JESUS. I have him in my life, he is my father and he knows all my needs and he would never allow me to get disappointed in life. He would never ever leave me nor forsake me. He is the author of my life. He has all the power over me.
Am I still uncertain about life. Do I still need to think more to move on life. Do I still have to struggle in finding out more and more about a person. Am I being abnormal. I donot have any answer.
I have read a scripture today lord spoke to me that seek me I will teach you the unknown. I am moving ahead with this word today. I know my lord knows me and he would fulfill all my inner desires.
Lord teach me they ways.