MY TIME WITH MY HEAVENLY FATHER

When I get out of bed we always forget to thank GOD for giving us a day to see in life. We also forget that many many have lost their lives in sleep we are one among the one chosen to see the morning . GOD has his own will against what ever he does for us he said many things. What ever he said he has fulfilled through many incidences .

I have many many incidences to share the wonderful experience of GOD .I have done many sins an I have asked GOD to forgive me and asked for salvation we all need that we can not be perfect at anytime we can be good at lest but i was not even that . I started thinking one day why GOD loves me so much .I got an answer he has brought me in to this world to prove something through me then I thought what could be that purpose i never ever thought about it . I am living my own life I have my own choices i never go to GOD except broken time and sadness when I am happy I never went to GOD .

But still he loves me so much he has given me 23 years of time he has shown me that you can be a success in life . I left all that and I am just running for worldly things no doubt we all need worldly things to live we have our own pleasures of life where we want to fulfill .

I feel will GOD be with me even though I have never cared for him my answer will be YES because he loves me and he had shed his precious blood for me and many in this world. I have asked GOD many things to day at this moment I am feeling guilty that i have never gave him i want to start giving him for one more thing I am ashamed because I was always selfish i wanted my own things . I want to ask GOD to be with me always and to be with poor and needy for their help too..

I want to share one more wonderful miracle in my life as I said I had N number of experiences one great thing I had a break for one year after my BCA and MHM that time i had gone through a bad phase I will not share that but I had come over it I don’t want to recollect all that. When that happened I thought there is no hope in life when I got a message that my name was not there in first list that was night 1:00AM I was with my mom no one was there at home I had burst out I was crying like a animal my mom did not understand what to do she told me this is not end of life but I did not start she started yelling at me thinking I will stop but she was also going through the same pain then she decided to send me to Hyderabad where I stayed in my uncles place and applied for jobs through my another uncles support I worked for few days and he was impressed with my work then suddenly one day I got to hear that I got the seat in MHM and need to get admitted wow wonderful thing mom called up I can not explain how happy i was i cried a lot thanked GOD for everything and went alone to get admission in the college no one was there people around has got their parents besides but I was alone first met my principal and went inside to a big hall where there were all arrangements made and got admitted made payments and all successfully .From that time I have seen phases of life to become successful realized life is not that easy as i was always thinking to day I am here because of my GOD and because of parents and many loved one's support I want to thank each one of them individually for helping me and my sis to come to this stage to prove what we are with this i want to take small steps in reaching where I want to I am now goal oriented i want to see myself as something I want to do something want to achieve something in life and want to show that even though money is important if one has will and support from GOD can do anything in life .

GOD bless me abundantly so that I can prove myself I want your support i need you LORD.