I DO NOT LIKE ............................

To day I thought I should write about my dearest friend who is a special person for me now . She is very easy going and will not take things as easy but still has some space for principles too ....

She knows every moment of my life what am I doing where am i going wrong everything in fact I should say for the past six-seven months I am totally under control many a times because of her she shows graph many a times in a day my mood swings . I normally go uncontrollable many a times that time zig it is up comes down many a times when I am sad do not want to talk to anyone .....

we came together to work we are staying in the same place sharing same room sharing sweet and bitter moments together...Had not realized anytime that i need to leave her so early time has come to leave and say bye to her she won't be there physically anymore with me working here .

we walked together spend many a times fighting for small things spent time laughing loud spent time singing when the light goes off that’s the best time . We used to shout when light goes off and when i see lizard and when she comes across a cockroach sad part is lizards and cockroaches are many in our room we had over come this because when ever she saw lizard i used to run away when cockroach comes i have to dare to kill it , be it midnight of day i have to take my chappal in my hand and kill an insect . One day it happend such BAT came inside both started screaming came out of room some how managed to send the BAT out of the house .

she has principles I said na she does not like someone touching her face she does not like some one pulling her hair she does not like many things ... I told her many a times to list out what ever she does not like ... From day one I am telling her ...I troubled her a lot…

I won't say I don’t like this and that so often as she uses . But believe me she is very good at heart we both are emotional when I cry she never cries but when i see her crying i can not stop my tears . I love her very much , she is elder to me by one year but have learnt many things from her . She does not like taking help form anyone she tries her level best to do on her own I have to practice she says if I take a help I have to bow down my head and have to listen to him/her . Did many mistakes now want to correct she was telling me she used to say every time that you do conscious clearance by sharing each and every dam thing ( ha I did that but now I don’t have anyone to do that). Days are moving I pray and wish to see her happy all the time in her life ...