Some times it becomes so hard to realize that u are all alone. I make this point very clear many a times in my stay here to my family and friends . I used to think one can lead happy life all alone. I used to make my statements also that why should I slog for a person and his family after marriage.

Now I know the importance of marriage it is simply impossible to think that u need to lead life alone all alone. I have discussed this issue with so many people, but GOD made me realize that I need a person in my life. I too want to be in a company of a man in my entire life. It is so nice to feel some one is there besides me.

I was going mad here in this land standing alone, I act like stupid many a times I have a friend I used to trouble that person so much, he is so nice, he understood my need but he never avoided me seeing my stupidity, I can not thank him in anyways, as there is no way I can give him back. I can only tell u all that when we experience things then only we know but people are matured enough they have their own job to do other things than just listening to our stuff . I was really amazed seeing him the way he understood me and my each step why am I doing so.

Normally guys think a lot when specially girl says something they see either they are being used or something but I just thank GOD for giving me such a wonderful friend who could understand me so well. Friends are more lovely believe me they were the support for me , if I stayed here for these many days it is only because of friends and college seniors but not because of anything and GOD 's will was there in first place ...

I love u all for what ever little contribution u had for making me happy and making me feel that I am in companionship but I am not alone............. Do continue to pray for me